tough month

august is gonna be a tough month. multiple transitions and my surgery. in all ways, i'll have to rely upon God & others (um by the way, anyone free to drive me to say, some dr appts after my surgery? in the afternoon?)

i've been having a lot of trouble sleeping at nights, maybe because of everything that's going on and letting it consume me and my thoughts.

don't get me wrong and think i'm totally depressed or something. i'm quite content (for now. we'll see after my surgery!) - there's just a lot that's going to happen next month, and it weighs on my mind and heart.

but for now, i'll post one of my favorite pics of jean. so awesome. biggest zucchini i've ever seen in person. and she looks so happy, holding it like a baby.