it's still too hard to say if this surgery did the trick. what's really worrying me is that when i try to extend me knee (i can extend my knee so that it's flat, but i'm still lacking my hyper-extension), i can already feel like there's clicking/locking again in the knee cap. i am still scared out of my mind that this surgery didn't fix all my problems, and if not, i don't know what i'm going to do. my doctor will tell me he can't do anything more for me, and then i'll be stuck living in pain for the rest of my life.
keeping faith that God has a purpose and plan for all of this is really hard at times. add on top of that my search and lack of consistent fellowship in my life for now, and the rest of the year will be tough. but God is good. i just have to get through this.
for the time being, random pics from things i've been doing.
had tons of visitors while i was stuck on my couch - even got a congratulations cake! our fridge was overflowing with food, thanks to everyone who came by to visit. even got the good stuff like cheeseboard pizza, house of falafel, shin ba la, korea fusion, popeyes, home made stew... the list goes on. seriously all i did after my surgery was spend time with friends, eat, watch the office, and use the torture machine (which is finally GONE!)
ended up going to joseph & lily's wedding after all (unfortunately, didn't get a pic with them because i was quite immobile at the time)
went to a bonfire & prayed - somehow managed to make it on the beach on crutches
went to irving & wendy's wedding. o's dad managed to mention me in his toast. what the heck. i don't think he even mentioned me in his speech at o's wedding.
jono got the children's meal. or more like... he asked for the children's meal, after he ate his own.
found a funny keyboard (check out the keys)
saw a bike get stuck in a tree
joseph & lily's wedding
bonfire
irving & wendy's wedding
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