temptation

makes it so much harder to stick to your guns. sigh. i know what i should do, but it's sooo much harder when more and more things tempt me to do otherwise. i feel like the messages i've been hearing at abundant on top of time i've spent in prayer and various converstaions are clearly telling me what i need to do. and then God decides to test me. ack! it should be good news, and i'm sure people think i'm crazy that i'm complaining about it, but in all honesty, i'm really agonizing over this. maybe i need to let the news digest some and then i won't let it affect me and try to sway me otherwise.

oh, and my PT demoted me back to one crutch. boo. :(

my computer arrived, but windows vista totally confuses the heck out of me. it will take me a while to get used to this. it's nice to finally own a computer again.

good news is that it's the weekend again. cal's got a big game against oregon, but i won't even be able to watch it live since our company's family day is at the same time and i already told people i'd take them to our family day. and hey, if my company moved family day from a friday to a saturday, then EVERYBODY's my family. :)

go bears!